Barefoot in a cotton dress, dark hair in a tangled mess

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 18:10:36 GMT

Great summer mixtape..

Have you made up your mind?
How have you known what you decide
To those people who just think that you are telling lies
So I give up
I made it clear as it can be
To those people who don't care about one thing that you might need

[Angels and Airwaves- Wrecked Him]

♥♥♥

I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away.

[Enrique Iglesias- Hero]

♥♥♥

&& a request (sorry!)
i really need quotes on entering hight school, graduating middle school, summertime or anything like that. i'd love you foreverrr. thanks in advance!!

and comments one the post would be nice, too. ♥

just thought it up... not very good, just thoughts.

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 01:48:12 GMT

Why do I like to bake when I'm upset? I don't know.. maybe it's something about the power. I mean, when your baking, if you follow the recipe, it will always come out right. Sure, some batches of cookies will be better than others, and some cakes will be fluffier than other. But they will always be good. They just keep getting better with time. Real life isn't always like that.. no matter how hard you try, or how much you follow the rules, it won't necessarily come out how you wanted it. Sometimes, things just keep getting worse. So when I'm upset, and it feels like I can't do anything right.. I like to bake. It shows me that there is something I can do right.. and somethings do come out right when you follow the trend.

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 23:56:34 GMT

so yea. im gonna start writing in this more often and not just when stuff is bothering me. cuz that gets boring.

i went to the gym for the 7th time in 8 days today. it was fun and the scale says im losing weight so im happy. except im really sore so im not happy anymore.

i got a 60 on my math quiz because im an idiot. it made me wicked upset because everyone els got like 100's. and the sad part is im not exaggerating. but i got a 93 on my spanish quiz so im happy.

i hate school.

and the people in it. well, just some of them.

im done. the end.

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 00:56:14 GMT

I am fucking sick and tired. Sick and tired of watching the people that used to be my friends slowly walk away from me. Sick and tired of people telling me that I am their "best friend in the world" but, in all honesty, wouldn't want to be seen with me in public. Sick and tired of only bieng called by certain people, not to hang out, but to give them rides to places. Sick and tired of haveing those some people in my car and listening to them talk about what THEY are gonna do together without me. Sick and tired of people pretending I don't exist. Sick and tired of the classic "Hey" "hey" "whats up" "nmu" "nm" conversation because these people are so busy talking to people that matter, that they cannot spare a minute to talk to me about something real. Sick and tired, of being sick and tired.

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 19:55:00 GMT

My day was:
awesome.horrible.odd.plain.tiring.happy.sad.engergizing.wonderful
.memorable.sporty.lazy.pretty.hot.cold.rainy.bad.good.

So its friday. yay. Today was boring as usual, i hate being bored! I am like, failing science. That made me really upset cuz i was like determined to get good grades this year. :-/.

tomorrow's jace's, i still gotta get pants or a skirt...i should be shopping right now. we also have cheer pics, so i cant wait. and sunday we have a game, i really hope we do better than last week...us AND the boys. haha. I have like 93875409385 hours of homework that i gotta do so its gonna be a shortt post. but ppl keep bothering me to update, so i am.

peace out girl scouts*

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 01:27:22 GMT

So its a monday. And the worse day EVER. So I wake up and im sooooo sore (ill get to that later) from yesterday, like every muscle in my body hurts. I was like yelling in pain, whatever. So i shower and get ready and stuff and go to school. And at school, i take a math test. wicked hard, so hard that i like died in the middle. the rest of the day sucked, just an all around bad day. After school I went to find my grade, 58%. yay for that. it totally made my day, i was practically crying. but not really. so i come home, fully prepared to say fuck the homework and go to bed, hiding from everything. but of course not, i had to go to my aunt's house. wich is normaly fun, except for the fact that i was like asleep. im seriously dying. arrgh.

yesterday wasnt bad, it was actually quite awesome. except for waking up at 6:30, that stunk. but i woke up and went to picknelly, and got into the carro del coulburn. and we went to the clinic, which was soo effing awesome i like, smiled the whole time lol. we did kick ass baskets and libs, im soo happy. and then i come home, shower and go to the game. not so good, 36-6. but oh well. we suck too. but it was fun.

oh, and i got my hair cut. nobody noticed.

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 21:05:18 GMT

Ok, so you know how sometimes you have a day when u just like wake up really really happy and then for the rest of the day everything that happens just like, adds to your happiness, even if its not that great? days like that are like, awesome!!!

yea, well thats the exact opposite of today.

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 22:59:18 GMT

Jackie Wright is definately awesome...and 100% my idol....and always the best...and very wee...and totally in my tech ed class

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 16:21:14 GMT

So it's sunday. Hell yes.
School started thursday. Summer is gone, and that is depressing. School wasn't that bad actually, my classes suck ass, but I have aweosme ppl in them to share them with me. Ali and Mara and Chrissy are in my health, gym and tech ed (haha) classes so its not too bad. And flora and sam and lexi and ali v. are all in my spanish class, wich is pretty much and awesome almost all-girl class. whoo. hayley's not in any of my classes, which sucks:(. But its not to bad cuz we see eachother at lunch and crap. So after school on thursday I had to work, wich sucks cuz i only made 10 bucks. then friday was school again and then me flora ali and mara all went to see red eye, wich is definately an awesome movie, and i spent all of that 10 bucks and some of my moms. Then yesterday I had to work again, and it was really busy cuz it was only my rents, a girl named lauren, and me. and im not really a worker cuz i cant do half the stuff so it was just the three of them and then me doing tables and dishes and all the stuff no1 had time to do. I only got 4 bucks in tips and i dont know how much my dad is gonna pay me cuz my mom made him wiat till wednesday to pay me. :-/. so today i have to clean my room and stuff and i have to stay home and do crap and it pisses me off. Aghhh. Comment with love if u got any*

I wouldn't really call this a crush, because I know him. I talk to him everyday, but yet I can never have him. He's right next to me, but yet I can never have him. And that breaks my heart.

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 17:08:53 GMT

So its monday, I've had a fairly boring week. Yesterday Kate and I went to the mall to get her an outfit for her 21st, we had a good time. We never spend time together so it was a fun change. Other than that thom the week has been pretty boring. I usually stay at home or out with my mom or somthing. But I can't complain, its usually shopping and i <3 shopping lol.

Last week I started this workout thing that I found in a magazine. Its not working that great, reason being I can't see a difference. But its a 4 week thing so I'm gonna keep going with it. Hopefully I can lose weight BEFORE i got shopping for school clothes. This spring i lost weight after I got a bunch of my summer shorts and now they are way to big and its really annoying. so im gonna try to lose the weight as quickly as possible, because it would really suck to spend all of fall pulling up my pants because they are to big.

Today I might go see the skeleton key with ali and flora. I really hope we go because that movie looks realllly good. I'm gonna go call her now, comment if u actually read this*

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 21:07:48 GMT

So I am trying a new LJ. Yes, I did really say that. Hopefully it will be sucsessful. So summer is coming to an end, less than 3 weeks until we go back to school. Summer went by so fast this year, and most of it has been awesome. From school untill a few weeks after camp, it was wonderful. Right now it's kind of getting boring, reson being that most people don't want to do anything, and when they do I usually can't. But I can't complain, I'd much rather be bored at my house than bored at school.

I finally go my digital camera yesterday!! I'm soo happy. It was only $70, so I don't expect it to be the best camera in the world, but I love it. It's so small, only the size of a credit card and It's bright red. Yay for cameras!!

You know what really pisses me off?? (Yes, I am complaining on my first entry, u can stop reading if you don't like it.) People that just listen to a certain type of music because it's popular. It's really annoying, especially if they can't even tell you the name of the song their singing, or who it's by. I mean listen to the kind of music you like, not what your friends like.
It's also annoying when people like a certain type of music but hide it because it isn't "cool". Yup, I am talking about country. I know for a fact that a bunch of people that go to our school love country music but won't tell anyone because they think they will be laughed at. Who fucking cares if your gonna be laughed at?? Don't hide who you are just because someone doesn't like it. That's all I have to say.

I LOVE COUNTRY MUSIC.
I was a tbs fanatic BEFORE they were popular!